My truth test

I am not there yet.

But, oh my,

What could be

If I would, if I could

Get this right.

My truth test

I am not there yet,

But I can see it in the horizon

I get goosebumps when I think of what could be

If that truth,

becomes my truth.


You see,

I now know

that truth makes you free.

So if ‘it’ is truth,

then it must make me free

So, now I ask myself

Can it make me free?

Is it making me free?

If yes,

it is truth

If no,

It is not truth


If it is truth, then

Can it make me live IMPOSSIBLY?

Or does it tell me that I am limited by my capacities or incapacities?

Can it make me do IMPOSSIBLE THINGS?

Or does it tell me to stick to what I can see with my natural or sourish eyes?

Can it make God real to me?

Or does it tell me that God is a figment of a dreamer’s imaginations?


If it is truth, then,

Can it help me live selflessly?

Or does it tell me that I am number 1, in this life, and in the one to come?

Can it help me love genuinely?

Or does it tell me that love is love only when it is given to me first?

Can it help me serve the undeserving?

Or does it build qualification tests that the needy have to pass, before they can get my help?


If it is truth, then

Does it give me a pass for being reacting to the brokenness of life, by being broken myself?

Or does it help me RISE above my pain, and find healing in impossible places?

Does it encase my heart in anger and prejudice?

Or does it help me forgive the unforgiveable?

Does it compel me to look for love in places and with souls who can only dish out counterfeits?

Or does it draw me in to respond to the Lover of my Soul?


Most importantly…

Does it make me GOD, in my own eyes

Or does it make me a CHILD of GOD?

Does it build mountains between me and God

Or does it call me in, to that sweet place, where the God of all the earth dwells?

Does it entrench the idea that God is a mystery

Or does it unravel me lovingly, as my eyes open to SEE who God really is?


And when that TRUTH

becomes my truth,

When that TRUTH

shapes my reality,

Is the darkness that has shrouded around me dispelled?

And when I open my eyes, do I see…



My truth test

You see,

I now know

that truth makes you free.

So if ‘it’ is truth,

then it must make me free

So, now I ask myself

Can it make me free?

Is it making me free?


“And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free” – JESUS

my truth test words

I am Toyin, fully convicted by my own words, and very much still under construction in the hands of the Father

Hugs and love.

Christian Transformational Coach and Founder of The Narrow Gateway

The B.O.O.M Walk Program by Toyin Oladiran

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Hugs and Love,

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